Italia's Vida: ''here comes the feeling you thought you've forgotten..''

.. when the feeling of happiness comes, when your teaching a bunch of crazy kids and everything is moving in slow motion and your smiling... when you feel like your home when you go to sleep at night but really your on a bed where you can feel the springs in the mattress and the spiders in the corner are still there to wish you goodnight after you killed their friends...when you've started to care about a new person or people and you continue to learn so much from them...when you listen to a new soundtrack and yet again you have a new favorite song...when you think about the good times and wish they were here but then realize there's more to come!...when you still get excited for a prepared meal after a long day of work but you have to wait an hour for it...when you laugh and laugh and laugh, and can still laugh about the same memory for years...when you read the same book and still doesn't cease to fill you with joy...when you look at pictures of loved ones and know, they love you back...when you think you cant be angry at anything anymore but you are for a split second (most likely longer) but you know it too shall pass...when your dad still calls you his baby and kisses your cheek.. when your mom teaches you something new and think it wont help, but it will, sure will!... when theres no AC in your house and you wish for snow but then quickly change your mind that you rather be hot than cold...and last when I teach my little beans and they learn and I know I taught them that and you think what can good deed can I do next for someone. I cant keep forgetting about the little things that make me happy.